It's hard to keep up..

I've been killing some times by watching these dramas & animes, recently:

Playful Kiss ( Ada si Ji Hoo!! hahaha ) which was adapted from..

 

.. the anime 'Itazura Na Kiss' ( Nice anime!^^)

Gossip Girl!

Vampire Knight

And.. MY GIRL. Yes, I know, I'm so left behind. I never finished watching this drama. Which is why I'm watching it now. Lol. But it's worth it. So hilarious! xD Oh and BTW, somehow I find Lee Jun Ki is so hot! hahaha

Now who says you can't watch 'TV' in here?? Hahah. So glad I can still be a couch potato while I'm here. Er, I'm pretty worried about my study, though =.=

Somebody needs to slap me so hard to make me realize what's the reason I'm right here, right now. Sighhh.

p.s. My phone is damaged. It was a gift from my parents for my SPM. I really adore it. How could this happen to me? :(

Confession #47: I think my life is getting worse and worse.
Confession #48:"What the hell is your problem?!! Is there anything I do is effing right for you??" is the line I've been keeping to myself for awhile now. I don't think I'd say it out loud to the corresponding person, ever, 'cuz that's not my style. I keep quiet. That's how NOT to start a war.
Confession #49: I feel left out, somehow.
Confession #50: I keep wondering if I've been doing the right thing. 'Cuz it doesn't feel that way.

Hajimemashite, mina-san!^^

Atashi wa LalaGurl-desu! Oh! I'm sorry. Let me translate those Japanese words for you..

'Hajimemashite' is something you say to people when you first meet them.

'Mina' means 'everybody'!

And the phrase 'Atashi wa LalaGurl-desu'- Oh! C'mon, you must've guessed it, already!- it means 'I am LalaGurl'.

See?? It's as simple as ABC! :D

Before I go on and on and on and on..
You must be very curious why I'm the one blogging today.
Well, it is because that my Ojou-sama, Aqilah Musfirah Binti Abd Rahman is SO fed up with her current school task she doesn't even feel like blogging right now.

So! Be prepared to be entertained by me and me alone!
Hihihi^^ (This is supposed to sound ultra cute!)

My Ojou-sama had been very generous to me for giving my place another makeover. This time, the theme is Fairytale! Can you see my castle?? Teehee!^^

This is my Japanese-style bathroom. Although it had nothing to do with fairytales, it's still nice! Ooh! No peeking at me bathing! Go away!

Ugh! This is far too modernized! Uhmm.. Well, it's not my Ojou-sama's fault, really. It seems so hard for her to make ends meet nowadays. Tsk! Tsk! Poor her..

Okey Dokey! I have to go now. Don't worry, I'll let you hear from me sooner than you thought! ^o^

You know you love me.

xoxo,
gossip girl ♥LalaGurl :D

You know what day it is :)

Dear Bloggers,

Apart from the fact that I'm lazy enough to search for another graphic, the image above has also something to do with two of my relatives, namely, my Aunt as well as my Grandma (From my father's sides,of course. My relatives from my Mom's sides are mostly Christians). They're currently at Mecca right now in order to complete one of their responsibilities as Muslims, as stated in the Rukun Islam, which is; Menunaikan Haji bagi yang mampu :) Well! All the best! :DD

p.s. It's been hectic all week. Maybe I'm having a depression. Oh, noo00ooo.... @__@

18

I turned 18 today yesterday..

One of my best and favorite birthday ever :)

It's so nice to hear from people whom I barely even heard of anymore.

It was fun having conversations like we had some times ago.

In fact, I was surprised that some of them would even bother to wish me "Happy Birthday".

Quite a large number of them wasn't so close to me, but I truly miss everybody from my past.

You know, most of the times, when I felt very content, glad, blissful and so forth, I just wished that the time would stop right there and never move again. I didn't wanna lose it. I wanted to have it forever.So sad but true, nothing really lasts forever, dear. When the clock's keep ticking, you'll eventually lose everything. That's life. Don't take it as a very bad thing, though. Because, when you lose something, you actually gain something else. It might not be soon enough. But the time WILL come.

Despite the fact that I'm officially 18, I actually have many other ridiculous wishes that are indeed very childish and will never ever come true. And one of them are, I wish that I could always go back in time and FEEL every of those memorable moments I ever had. REVERSE the stupidity I've done before and so much more.

I feel like I babble too much. And maybe, just maybe, I spilled too much, as well. But it's my birthday. Just let me have my moment.

Apart from getting birthday wishes from the ones who seem to be my past, I also get those wishes with people whom are super close to me for the time being. Like, for example, my roommates, my tutorialmates and of course, my BFF. The 1st one to wish me was Epal! She called me at midnight just to wish me on time. Hahaha. And I would also like to thank those who are eager enough to sing for me.  lol!

Frankly, I didn't get EVERYTHING that I'd expected or wished for. But I'm 101% sure that I got something better. I finally realize what I really need in my life and what I don't. 

Last but not least, thank you so much for making this special for me. I feel special today/yesterday. That's something I never feel since, like, forever! Prove: I refused to go to bed because I'm afraid that this feeling would go away the next day. Lol. But it's getting real late. It's 2.a.m. ++ 

:')

Sweet Dreams, Everyone!

What If

what if?
what if I'm the one for you?
and you're the one for me?
what if...

if you are the one
then us meeting here is fate
future with a dog named Ben
buy a house with a fireplace
this is the first I've seen your face
but there a chance we are soulmates
I know that this might sound crazy
cuz you don't know my name

but we can't
we can't tell
the future no
the first kiss, the beauty of the world we know
so Imma say duuuduuu duuuduuu duuudu duuudu
baby, what if
we all can say duuuduuu duuuduuu duuudu duuudu
baby, what if

what if [6x]

picture me on one knee
with the perfect diamond ring
we just met, but if you say "yes"
we'd have our wedding on the beach
it could happen, raise three kids
and we grow old so happily
I know this may sound crazy
cuz I don't know your name

but we can't
we can't tell
the future no
But that's just, the beauty of the world we know
so Imma say duuuduuu duuuduuu duuudu duuudu
baby, what if
we all can say duuuduuu duuuduuu duuudu duuudu
baby, what if

don't know what tomorrow brings
but i'm still hoping
that you are the one for me
oh and what if I had you and what if you had me and
baby, what's the reason we can't fall in love?
what if
what if
what if

but we can't
we can't tell
the future no
But that's just the beauty of the world we know
so Imma say duuuduuu duuuduuu duuudu duuudu
baby, what if
we all can say duuuduuu duuuduuu duuudu duuudu
baby, what if

but we can't
we can't tell
the future no
But that's just the beauty of the world we know
so Imma say duuuduuu duuuduuu duuudu duuudu
baby, what if
we all can say duuuduuu duuuduuu duuudu duuudu
baby, what if