aqilah musfirah
"The girl in the mirror wasn't who I wanted to be
and her life wasn't the one I wanted to have"

Proud to be a mariner.
I don't make promises that I can't keep.

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Friday, September 30, 2011


uni-life is tiring.. but I'm loving my new set of friends :)


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Sunday, September 18, 2011

Life & Death..

.. are in the hands of The Almighty.

Perry didn't make it.

He breathed his last breath at dawn.

He was already buried at the back of my house.

I would like to believe that he is in a much better place right now.

Goodbye, Perry. You'll always be remembered. Always. May you rest in peace.

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Saturday, September 17, 2011

Perry the Kitten..

Today I woke up early for nothing. The 'Taklimat Renang' for juniors was CANCELLED. Grr!!

I was very mad (This is the truth. I wasn't lazy, or anything. REALLY!) so I decided to skip the 'Taklimat Koko' and went to 1Borneo, instead with one of my besties, Yeye. If you are reading this, thanks for treating me to a kbox, even though you are close to being broke right now. Hahaha don't worry next time I'll treat you back when I've already got my scholarship money ;) Aww.. I suddenly remember about those days in High School when it used to be 'Duit kau duit aku juga' between us hahaha xD Anyway, have a safe trip to your current school at IPG Keningau tomorrow! :D

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This morning my one-month old kitten was infected by a virus and nearly died. Its Mom is a stray so it wouldn't be surprising for stuff like that to happen but I can't bear losing another kitty. Despite the whopping number of my cats right now, I still don't wanna lose either one of them.
Sekadar hiasan. But it's still a splitting image of my kitten, Perry.
So I begged Mum to bring him to a vet and that she could use my money (or what's left of it) if she wanted to. Thank God she did. The vet gave him not less than 5 injections and asked to bring Perry in again tomorrow if he still lives. Perry's better now but NOT healthy. I still worry about him. I mean, what if he's not going to make it until tomorrow? What if something happens and he can't breathe normally again?

Oh God please, please, please, PLEASE let him live. He's just a baby :( I want to watch him grow. I'll pray and if any of you care, please pray for this poor kitty, too :'(

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Friday, September 16, 2011



Okay, sorry. That was random. I hate firecrackers. Especially when they're close. And just FYI, it has nothing to do with my tweet above (Duh.).

Confession#80: I just want my life to be normal.

Confession#81: Everytime I said 'life' I actually meant something else. But still, it's a massive part in my life so that'll do. I refused to be too exposed. Only those few people who are extremely close to me know 'bout it.


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Wednesday, September 14, 2011

When your heart is ready..

Admit it. We've all felt this way before at least once.

I can't understand, no, I can't understand
How life goes on the way it does 

Dramatic betullah macam the end of the world konon. Hesh! hahaha ;D

I don't even know why I'm sharing this song. My Mom used to sing this song on karaoke at home when I was little (and some other song called 'Obladi, Oblada' I know, weird =.=) and now my sister keeps singing it and somehow affected me to sing it randomly even though I don't even like the song. lol. Whatever.

I just wanna say that things happen. They don't always go the way you want it to be. But whatever you do, don't do anything stupid or reckless and NEVER USE SOMEONE ELSE TO MOVE ON. Remember, only fall in love when your heart is ready.

*Yawn* I'm sleepy, already. Uni-life is very tiring. And it's only the beginning. Good Night, peeps!^^

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Monday, September 12, 2011

Under the Sea

Q bukan nama sebenar: Berapa pointer mu Qila?
Me: 3.**
Q: Apa course?
Me: Sains Marin

Q: *Quicly replied* Bodohnya kau!
Me: *jaw-dropped* KENAPA PULA??
Q: Kau tau ka itu subjek untuk orang pointer 2.7 begitu?
Me: *speechless*

Frankly, I put Sains Marin as my first choice in UPU because I was quite certain I wouldn't be able to get it.
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my UPU application form.
I was actually hoping I'd get the 2nd OR 4th choice.
But I did, anyway. (=___=) God! I really don't get how their systems work!

Well, whatever. Maybe this is my fate so I won't try and ask for a change of course. I guess I'll just take the road less traveled, then. (Not to mention that the number of first-year students taking Marine Science in UMS is a LOT less than most of the other courses :P)

Benefits of taking this course:
  1. The duration is only 3 years
  2. I get to learn swimming for free
  3. I get to learn Scuba Diving for free
  4. I'd have a chance to go to a training program in Japan
  5. Ada lecturer orang putehhh..
  6. I get to see the beauty of marine lives or maybe even sea beds!

That's all the benefits I can think of right now. Hahaha.

The disadvantage?

  • It's dangerous (palis-palis)
  • I have to say "bye-bye" to my fair skin :'((((
And now I have to say "Good Night" because my beauty sleep really needs me, like A.S.A.P.


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Saturday, September 10, 2011


Confession#79: It's orientation week and I am not where I am supposed to be right now.

So just sssshhhhh...  okay? xD
To be frank, I'm not in the mood to blog at the moment. Mainly because I lost my phone (again). Scratch that! MY PHONE GOES MISSING. And to make it worse, it's in silent mode. How the heck am I going to find it now? =.=

p.s. It's an incredibly cheap and almost useless cellphone but it's all I have (that is, until I buy a new one, of course haha).

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Monday, September 5, 2011

Of Raya and Further Study.. etc

Raya this year: Balik kampung (Sandakan)

Mind my looks. I know. Pale + Eye-bags. Yep. I went to bed late and woke up early for the whole week.

Confession#78: I'm not in the mood for studying. Unlike everyone else (Well, most of them, at least), I don't feel like attending university, JUST YET. Of course, there's a reason for that. It's complicated. Very. But I guess I don't have a choice.
I might be staying at the dorm, even though it's 30min drive from my house. Figured it might be easier for me. I can even work part-time at 1B that way.
Why is this happening to me? To us?

p.s. Won't update until I feel like doing so.

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