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aqilah musfirah
"The girl in the mirror wasn't who I wanted to be
and her life wasn't the one I wanted to have"

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Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Have Faith in God

Okay, I'm fasting today. Boleh sudah hahaha. I can't help but to remember all those memories of Ramadan last year (AND the year before. But that's not the point, now. lol) I spent my whole Ramadan at KML (I'm not so sure with the word 'whole', since I went back home whenever I wanted to hehe) last year.

Everyday we would go to the bazaar which was held in our very own KML.
The only pic I have of the bazaar. Taken while waiting for Datin Patin Apijah to show up.  
OTW-to-the-bazaar pose. From left: EKIN. ME. TENS.
Lepas beli2, naik bilik tunggu waktu berbuka. And then Tens would receive a text message from a friend whose dorm was situated near the mosque, telling us that it was time to sungkai. And what I miss the most is how all 5 of us would eat and eat and eat (rasa macam x pandai habis makanan tu. Terlampau banyak kena beli. And we wondered why hadn't we lost weight.) while watching Hana Yori Dango (Japanese ver.).


Aww... I miss this drama. In fact, it's the best Japanese drama I've ever watched (Besides 1 Litre of Tears, of course).

Screencaps:


:'(

Okay. I've decided I will re-watch this drama during this Ramadan hahaha.



The Korean version one. I know, the guys are hotter. Hahaha! Especially yang paling kanan tu xD but I still think the Japanese one has the best storyline :)

my current status on FB.
Don't you think it's true? 

The most common thing nowadays:
People judge others based on how they dress.

I've just read a very judgmental entry posted by a very judgmental blogger. According to him, a girl with her hijab on is definitely better than all those without. Walaupun perempuan yang bertudung itu buat benda 'macam-macam', at least dia pakai tudung. Whoa, slow down there, mister. Since when does Islam teach you that is legal?? 

I know I'm not in a place to give any sort of lectures about religion. Yes, I know who I am. I wasn't raised in a very Islamic surrounding. My parents were not originally Muslims and I was never sent to sekolah agama like most Muslim kids get to attend. You'd be surprised if you knew how little I know of my own religion. But that doesn't stop me from wanting to learn more. Why? Because I believe. I believe that Allah is real. And so does everything mentioned in the Quran. And despite how you see me on the outside, I always have faith in Allah, inside. 

Think I never thought of wearing a hijab? Think again. *muka serious*  I DID and I still do. But let's start from improving myself from the inside first. Besides, IT'S THE INSIDE THAT COUNTS THE MOST ;)

The only pictures I have of me with my tudung on:


Spot me if you can :P So how do I look? Hehehe..

Confession#76: I've recently met a person who didn't judge me like anyone else would. Thank you, friend :) It really means a lot to me.

Let me end today's entry with this:
kawaiiii!!!
p.s. sekejap lagi sungkai! hehe.. Happy sungkai, everyone! :D




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Aemy Shamy said...

Oh muffins!! You were in KML..?? Haha. I were there too, in 2008 ^^
I missed the bazaar..fasting month there was so enjoyable, & i missed my friends too..huhu..

Yeah, the world now has many prejudice & shallow people living in it...& sometimes we're being the victims by the people we don't even know of..if we do this, people will talk that, if we do that, people will talk this...standard society sucks...

Armstrong said...

Hmmm... ya I agree with you. It's the inner part that matters the most! Dun k wat others say! :P

btw, you look cute wearing your tudung on in the first pic hehee.

Selamat berpuasa Pinkilla!

Aqilah Musfirah A.R. said...

Aemy~ you were?! ahaha :D my senior rupanya this.lol. yeah the fasting month was indeed the best~!

Good to know you agree with me.. And yeah, standard society sucks! :(

Aqilah Musfirah A.R. said...

Thanks for agreeing with me, Arms! :D

Eh, u can recognize me,oso?? ahaha jgn2 kw urang ini. lol. jk..

tq2~!

Aemy Shamy said...

yeah, you're my junior..hehe..so where are you goin next..?
btw, love your song..Never Say Never ^^

Aqilah Musfirah A.R. said...

I'm going to UMS. Oklah.. only take about half an hour to get there :)

Hahaha I love it, too. Since I was 16..:D

Aliya Najiha said...

cantik ba kau pakai apa2 pun. kau memang cantik. haha :D

it's good that you already have the intention to be a hijabi. well benda ni takboleh rush. slow slow la ok. pedulikan orang cakap apa. Allah tahu apa yang kau fikir. :)

selamat berpuasa aqilah! :)

Aqilah Musfirah A.R. said...

@AliyaNajiha,
haha that's not true, but thanks :)

Okay, I'll keep that in mind^^ I know this thing is no laughing matter.

Ty Aliya ;))) you, too, okay? n_n

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