"Time is Money"

Saying "It's been ages since my last entry" is obviously an understatement in describing my so-called hiatus. In fact, I am not even sure if there will be another entry coming up soon enough after this one. Heck, my blog is all messed up. Just like the owner (Eh).

But seriously, yup, my life is an effing mess. I am in my final year of my bachelor degree and to be honest, my time-management skill sucks. (WARNING: This is not an entry to show how much I feel sorry for myself. Because I'm not. Anyway, I don't even know what's the purpose of posting this). Well, I'm always a last minute person and I'm not proud of it. But my studies are one of the only things that I can control so I've been trying make myself a well-organized person AT LEAST for my academic stuff, In Shaa Allah.

I don't have a golden watch/clock. But still, "Masa itu emas".

Other, non-academic issues? There's nothing I can do about it. I've always wanted a normal life. Just normal, nowhere close to perfect. But I guess you can't always have what you want. You can just try to be grateful and content for every thing you've got. I always keep in mind that "There are other people who have it A LOT WORSE".

"Allah does not charge a soul except [with that within] its capacity. It will have [the consequence of] what [good] it has gained, and it will bear [the consequence of] what [evil] it has earned. "Our Lord, do not impose blame upon us if we have forgotten or erred. Our Lord, and lay not upon us a burden like that which You laid upon those before us. Our Lord, and burden us not with that which we have no ability to bear. And pardon us; and forgive us; and have mercy upon us. You are our protector, so give us victory over the disbelieving people."
- Surah Al-Baqarah [2:286]

Anyway, despite everything that has happened, for all these times, I am grateful that I still haven't lose my faith. Maybe this is one of God's way to remind me that I still have Him. Thank you Allah.