You don't know me

Time. Time. Time. I CANNOT catch up with you. Mid-term break's almost over and I'm still burdened with piles of assignments+lab reports, which I chose not to even touch while I'm enjoying the holidays. Well, my bad :/

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I'm a ghost of a girl that you looked right past

I'm a voice you didn't wanna hear

I'm a page in a book that you read too fast

But I'm still here

You never cared,

never tried,

never even asked

Maybe I didn't wanna say

You shut your eyes, told your lies, and you had your laugh

And thats ok

Cuz you don't know me

You don't want to know its real

And I'm not sorry

For who I am, for what I feel

Cuz you don't know me

(You don't know me)

I got more on my mind

That I've never told

I got pain

That you've never felt

I got the scars

I can deal with on my own

I've got stories

That I'll never tell

But maybe its just as well

Cuz you don't know me

You don't want to know its real

And I'm not sorry

For who I am, for what I feel

Cuz you don't know me

I'm strong, I'm a mess

All together an emotional wreck

I can scream, I can beg you to see I'm alive

I'm awake, I'm can prove I'm not gonna break down now

Cuz you don't know me

You don't want to know its real

And I'm not sorry

Cuz you don't know me

You don't want to know its real

And I'm not sorry

For who I am, For what I feel

Cuz you don't know me

You don't want to know its real

And I'm not sorry

For who I am

You don't understand just how I feel

Cuz you don't know me.

p.s. I'm getting a LOT lazier, aren't I?