aqilah musfirah
"The girl in the mirror wasn't who I wanted to be
and her life wasn't the one I wanted to have"

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I don't make promises that I can't keep.

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Thursday, July 14, 2011

Dream a Little Dream of Me...

-Ben Donovan, Gossip Girl.
Yes, Ben. Many times than I can remember.

Believe it or not, I even tried to grab on something (or someone) when I know was going to wake up so that I could still see it when I opened my eyes for real.

Once upon a time, I used to have lucid dreams almost every night. Lucid dream is a dream in which one is aware that one is dreaming. And sometimes, I could even control my dreams. 

I could switch my dreams freely ( I did that when things got really scary ).

When I dreamt I was flying and was about to fall, I could convince myself that I'm not falling and that was that. I stayed flying.

When I really had to wake up, I could just go back to sleep later and continue on dreaming the same dream (or the 'sequel' of it, to be specific). It was like I chose what I dream.

Yeah, it was cool. It was like exploring into a new world. Or a new me. Lol. But did you realize that I was using 'past tense'?

Yep. I've lost the 'gift' (If that's what you prefer to call it). A few years ago, a friend talked to me about lucid dreaming and how she'd love to experience it. I told her that I was a lucid dreamer and suddenly after that day, I stopped having lucid dreams. I guess it was something you MUST keep only to yourself.

But now, it seems like lucid dreams are coming back to me, little by little. Well, good. I could use some lucid dreams, right now. So that I know my dreams aren't real. And they're just... DREAMS. When you wake up, it's over.

p.s. I'm employed. And so is El. I'm not telling where hahaha. Guess I wouldn't have a lot of time to go online, for now. See ya! :D

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Pou Leen said...

that's a very sweet quote...

I have many such moments too...

By the way, I really like the song you have here on your blog! Good taste! :)

Aemy Shamy said...

I'm still having the lucid's so cool but sometimes it scares the hell out of me. It's amazing though how I can remember every of my feels very real..

Aqilah Musfirah A.R. said...

POU LEEN~ thank you. those are my all-time favourites! :D

Aqilah Musfirah A.R. said...

AEMY~ it is, right? :) Hope you won't lose it for telling me about it xD

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