Dreaming in the rain

Trust me, I'm not a kpopper. I really am NOT. But this song is just stuck in my head and I somehow find myself raping the replay button. Noooooo *echo* *echo* *echo*

P.S. Enjoy

Rain by Taeyeon

Romanization:

teong bin hoesaek bit georin cham heojeonhae

sseulsseulhan gibune yurichangeul yeoreo

naemin du sonwiro tteoreojin bitbangul

gadeuk goineun geurium naui mame heulleo

waenji nega bogopeun bam

chaoreuneun nunmul

tteooreuneun naui mam sok

biga omyeon naerineun gieoge beonjineun apeume

heumppeok ssodajineun neoreul boda

seonmyeonghaetdeon geu sigane meomchun chae 

chueoge jeojeun chae

areumdawotdeon neoreul geuryeo in the rain

gireotdeon cham nuni busyeotdeon gyejeoldo

sajincheop soge eollukjyeo saegi baraejilkka

jeomjeom gipeoganeun i bam

ijji mothan yaksok

ttatteuthaetdeon pumdo annyeong

biga omyeon naerineun gieoge beonjineun apeume

heumppeok ssodajineun neoreul boda

seonmyeonghaetdeon geu sigane meomchun chae 

chueoge jeojeun chae

areumdawotdeon neoreul geuryeo in the rain

heukbaekppunin sesang sok

hanjulgiui bichi dwaejun neo

(Rain) biga doeeo dagawa

nae yeonghoneul hwanhi balkhyeojwo

Doo-doo-doo-

usan arae najikhaetdeon soksagim Woo-

gaseum han kyeone peojyeo nega deullyeo

oneul haru nae anbureul mutdeusi

pyeonanhan bissori

aryeonhi muldeun gieok neoran bissoge

Woo rain, woo… treaming in the rain

Translation:Empty grey streets feel too bare
I open the glass window out of melancholy
Fallen raindrops atop my two palms
Filling full with loneliness it spills into my heart


Tonight I miss you for some reason
Tears are welling up
Reminiscing you in my heart
Memories come down when it rains, spreading pain
Watching you as you get soaked
Clear in that moment,
wet with memories
I think of you when you were beautiful in the rain
Will even the long season bright with snow
Fade away inside the photo album
This night is growing ever deeper
Unforgotten promises
Your warm embrace, goodbye
Memories come down when it rains, spreading pain
Watching you as you get soaked
Clear in that moment,
wet with memories
I think of you when you were beautiful in the rain
You were my ray of light
in a black and white world
(Rain) be the rain come to me
and shine my soul
Doo-doo-doo-
Quiet whispers under the umbrella Woo-
It spread in the corner of my heart I can hear you
Raindrops are comforting as
if they ask me about my day
Memories that faded within the rain that’s you
Woo, rain, Woo… Dreaming in the rain

The sunflower that grows at the end of Spring

On the other shore of sadness,

It is said that there is a smile,

Finally we arrived.

But what are we waiting for?

The purpose is not to run away,

It’s to chase after dreams

We should have gone out to travel

On that summer day so long ago

In a place worn down by sadness,

something called a miracle is waiting

Yet we are still searching

for the sunflower that grows at the end of Spring

The warrior who awaits the morning light

before he can clasp it with red nails,

his tears glitter and fall

Even if we’ve grown used to loneliness

only relying on the light of the moon

We have to fly away with featherless wing

Just go forward, just a little further

Even tomorrow, if you see it

Though there isn’t a sigh either.

Like a ship going against the current flow.

Right now, go forward, move ahead.

Even if it cuts through the rain and clouds,

The wet roads shine,

Only the dark will teach,

A stronger and stronger light,

Be strong, go forward, move ahead.

credits: parkminnie

Imagine

Imagine there's no heaven

It's easy if you try

No hell below us

Above us only sky

Imagine all the people living for today

Imagine there's no countries

It isn't hard to do

Nothing to kill or die for

And no religion too

Imagine all the people living life in peace

You, you may say 

I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one

I hope some day you'll join us

And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions

I wonder if you can

No need for greed or hunger

A brotherhood of man

Imagine all the people sharing all the world

You, you may say 

I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one

I hope some day you'll join us

And the world will live as one

-John Lennon.

cute :3

"But if I should break,

if I should fall away,

What am I to do,

I need someone to take

a little of the weight

or I'll fall through. ."

My Memory..

Rings a bell, anyone?

Winter Sonata.

I was 12 when I watched this drama with my cousin and I cried as if I know what love is at that time. lol? 

And while everyone was crazy about the main OST: From the Beginning Until Now, I found myself more towards the OST: My Memory, instead. It's a truly nice song. Here, listen to it yourself and then read the translation below.

My Memory At that moment I remembered it all

When I see those memories they seem so small..

You're far away in a place that I can't reach

I can't wait for these words of love to be said

I really was to blame

Will I ever get to meet you again?

I can't even imagine that

I still love you and now I'll confess that to you

I wanna love you forever

It's not too late

Be with me forever

For a long time you've been in my heart

Much time passes and still you're far away, but I will stay alive

I really was to blame

Will I ever get to meet you again?

I can't even imagine that

I still love you and now I'll confess that to you

I wanna love you forever

It's not too late

Be with me forever

**Confession#77

Of KML, Avril & Confession

First of all, YAY!!!!!!! I'M HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I've been away for 3 weeks and it feels like 3 years, especially during the first week. Orientation week. We were tortured! Grrrr!!! Malas maw cerita. Yg penting budak2 kml batch 2010/2011 memang kena seksa! Huh! Kalaw la saya ada ambil gmbr. Hish!

Okay okay, it's okay. It's over. We are now living as normal students. Or at least close to normal.

My desk. Meja org rajin. Itu la x kemas tu (konon) :PPP

So that's what my dorm looks like. Seperti kata pensayarah2 KML, hostel bukan hotel. LOL. Even though at first I expected it to be a bit like hotel, but now I realized HOSTEL does not equal HOTEL =.="

Roommate and me. Her name's Eekin. X la kamcing, but we get along well. Hahaha.

Batch kami ne is actually kind of lucky. KIND OF. Probably because we don't have much water problems (Alhamdulillahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!). Everyday mesti ada air. Cuma kadang2 putus for a few hours la. Other than that, nothing else makes us any luckier than the past batch.

However, kami masih takut kalau tiba2 teda air. So, semua org mesti standby at least satu baldi air. Just in case mahhh.. I keep two. Haha. Roommate angkat air baldi full pergi bilik bukan main kuat, saya angkat baldi air half full ja pun sudah separuh mati =.="
Aqilah oh Aqilah... Tsk! Tsk! Tsk!

Hmm.. Apa lagi ahh.. Oh right. We have only 3 subjek teras for Science streams and 4 for accounts students.  To me, so far so good. Bio & Chem lebih kurang macam SPM level jg, only harder. And Math, harder than normal math, but easier than Additional Math. Belum ada lagi yang bikin stress sgt2. Tapi bukanlah maw cakap saya ok sda. So-so la. Bwat soalan maths ada juga sampai kening jadi macam monobrow. Lol. But when I try, try and try, usually dapat solve juga. Thank God.

Okidokie! That's all lah! Malas ody this. Here are some more pictures:

That's Laila from S'wak. One of my closest tutorial mates. The other one is Fatin. Also org S'wak but she went to school at Sabah for 5 years at Ranau so she knows how to speak Dusun much much better than me =.= Malunya aku. Lol. But I have no pictures of her right now. Lol. Tiada mood bha kami maw ss sana ne =.="

The meows! Heheh! Byk meow sana! Gumuk2 lagi! I am one of those who always feed them even though it's forbidden. Lol! Dear God, please please please don't let any of them die. At least not now and not in front of me.

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I am currently addicted to:

Avril Lavigne - Anything but Ordinary

Sometimes I get so weird

I even freak myself out

I laugh myself to sleep

It's my lullaby

Sometimes I drive so fast

Just to feel the danger

I wanna scream

It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?

Is it enough to breathe?

Somebody rip my heart out

And leave me here to bleed

Is it enough to die?

Somebody save my life

I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines

Would make my life so boring

I want to know that I

Have been to the extreme

So knock me off my feet

Come on now give it to me

Anything to make me feel alive

Is it enough to love?

Is it enough to breathe?

Somebody rip my heart out

And leave me here to bleed

Is it enough to die?

Somebody save my life

I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences

Use no common sense

If you look you will see

that this world is a beautiful

accident, turbulent, succulent

opulent permanent, no way

I wanna taste it

Don't wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird

I even freak myself out

I laugh myself to sleep

It's my lullaby

Is it enough?

Is it enough?

Is it enough to breathe?

Somebody rip my heart out

And leave me here to bleed

Is it enough to die?

Somebody save my life

I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?

Is it enough to die?

Somebody save my life

I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

oh

I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.

p.s. Somehow I think this song is soooo me T_________T

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Confession #24: Many times than I can remember, I know exactly what's goin' to happen to me, but instead of running away, I stay. Just to see if the story really ends that way. And as a result, I'm damaged. I feel sorry for myself about that. And also for refusing to put the blame on anyone. Like Chris Daughtry said, 'I should've started running long, long time ago'. Yes, I really should. But it's too late now, for that. Now all I can do is to learn from my mistakes. I'll do that.


I have another confession. But it seems like this one can't be described by words. Maybe next time.