"Don't you worry, I'll be fine.."

Don't you think that's the biggest lie, ever??

Anyway! There's only about two days left for my holiday. Will be going back to Labuan soon, where the most "enthusiastic" place is - UK (not United Kingdom , but Ujana Kewangan), which provides us.. uhm..err.. nothing.

I'm definitely gonna miss my cats :(

 
Excuse the hair. That's my morning hair =.=" That's Milo ;D All grown up, huh? Huhu ;( I feel like a mother who couldn't watch her child growing up =.="

My kitties semua manja2.
Pandai minta dukung. (which is so dangerous 'cuz if u don't notice them, they'll climb on you, which is very painful as they dig their claws deep into your skin. And my skin now mcm org kena dera. Faham2 lah kenapa. lol.)
They can fall asleep while you're carrying them around, as well. Aww.. so cute..
Stop being so adorable! ;'( Otherwise I'll feel empty when they're not around huhu
Oh BTW I have 5 kittens now. 7 grown-up kitties. And 2 strays(which one of them we named 'Tua' cuz he's obviously very old. Frankly, I'm a bit surprised he's still alive hahaha) that keep coming back for food =.="
Which makes up a total of 14 felines.
And I live in a terrace house. Duii.. That's so not appropriate. But we would never do things like getting rid of any of the cats.
'Cuz that's some sort of animal cruelty. And we need to stop cruelty towards animals!
Animals want to live, too!
They're innocent!
Ok, I'll stop now.

Enjoy :)

Always Be My Baby

-David Cook-

We were as one babe

For a moment in time

And it seemed everlasting

That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free

So I'm letting you fly

Cause I know in my heart babe

Our love will never die, noooooo

You'll always be a part of me

I'm a part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no

And I won't beg you to stay

If you're determined to leave girl

I will not stand in your way

But inevitably you'll be back again

Cause ya know in your heart babe

Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me

I'm part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on

Time cant erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl

When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh

I know that, you'll be right back

Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be a part of me

I'm part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my,....my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)

I'm part of you indefinitely

Girl don't you know you can't escape me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

And we'll linger on (we will linger on)

Time can't erase a feeling this strong

No way you're never gonna shake me

Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

You will always be my baby

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Tell me what you want, what you really, really want..

I wanna,

I wanna,

I wanna..

.......

I~~ wanna rock n roll all night.. n party everyday

*bunyi gitar & drum & tambourine*

SCRATCH THAT! =.="
That's not what I want. At least not right now.
For now, I want:
A part-time job
-because I think I'm running out of money but at the same time I'm sorta a "shopaholic". I need to buy just a little something to make me feel good. And that actually scares me =.=
-which is impossible, me to get a part-time job, I mean. Sebab saya study di KML, which restricts students from going out of campus on weekdays (Even on weekends, we have to be back BEFORE 6.30 p.m., so much for the prison life,huh??) . Which is why, I'm thinking about moving to UiTM. They have intakes later in August. Besides, UiTM is a recognized university, and I bet KMLis NOT a recognized college.

BUT! I haven't make my decision yet. So here's my plan:
1) I'll try applying for UiTM
2) If I was chosen, then I'll think about should I or should I not accept the offer?
3) If I'm not chosen, I won't let myself be devastated. I have so much fun at KML already, anyway.
But, but.. what about part-time job and the money I'm about to earn??
Stop. Don't think 'bout that 1st =.="

Wah2, seriusnya entry kali ini. X puas ati pla. LOL.
So here you go, I'll reveal my most embarrassing moment, ever:

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sepa yg sudah taw, diam2 hahaha! aha! haaa..... .. 

Oh well!

I'm off to bed now. *Yawn*

Confession #34: It hurts when you are just another stupid mistake of a person whom you used to be very, very close to.

Misguided Ghost

Okay, I'm getting better so I'm definitely not going to bed early tonight.

Jennie texted me just now asking me on how to put on Bedak Sejuk. "Tebal-tebal atau nipis-nipis? Maw campur air ka? Pekat atau cair?" LOL! Skema betul! Sukati ko la maw pakai macamana bha. Ndakan rosak kulit no matter how you use it. Seriously, Jen, maybe it's your nature to be so humorous. Hahaha ;D

I'm currently listening to Miranda Cosgrove. Technically, Jennie was the one who introduced me to her music. And I've gotta say: I ♥ it, especially Shakespeare, Disgusting and Oh oh.

Doesn't sound familiar? She's the girl from Nickelodeon's iCarly.

OR the little girl, Megan, from Drake & Josh, also on Nickelodeon. She's all grown up now.

I used to watch both of the sitcoms every evening before I went to KML. I know it's mainly for kiddies. But who cares?? I hate the phrases "I'm too old for ----", "You're too old for ----".. Oh blahblahblah! You're never too old for anything! Not even for cartoons. Hey, even my Dad watches Tom & Jerry once in a while. Sometimes, watching people who couldn't wait to grow up so much makes me feel irritated. BECAUSE, they become somebody else. Too cool for this and that. Oh puh-lease!  Being mature is so much more than that. And it starts from being yourself. But anyway, it's their lives, they'll live it their ways. Esh, TER-merapu la pula pasal mature immature segala =.=

Hmm.. pa lagi ah

Teda keja bha ne..

Oh! Right! About the title, have you heard the song before? It's Paramore's. Nice song! :D



Right click here and choose "save link as" or "save target as" to download.
Lyrics?? Click here 

In the mood for old songs. One of my faves:







saya suka dengar ni lagu time emo2 =.=" LOL

Bha, enough 'bout songs. Mcm maw revamp blog tapi malas. Maybe I'll just replace the banner.


Confession #32: Saya tersangat-sangat sedih hari ini. No one knows why but me, myself and I, AND of course, God. Akhirnya, saya menangis juga. I've been holding these tears for I-don't-know-how-long. Mereka sangka saya tabah. I feel like a hypocrite. But then again, who isn't? Should I be ;-) or ;-( ??

Confession #33: I don't know what should I do with those stuffs. Burn? Bury? Throw away? One thing for sure, keeping 'em with me is not the right thing to do. Yes, I know that. But at the same time, I'm reluctant to get rid of 'em. Now it's as though I'm hearing some hideous voices saying, "You're such a fool, Qila", "Reality check! You're keeping them for nothing! They just get you teary-eyed every single time you look at them", "Wake up, girl. You deserve better than this". Oh, God. Gimme a break!

Aaaarrggghhh!!

Perry! Do something!

What the-.. !! ... I can't believe you bailed on me! For yet another secret mission!

Oh well, I still ♥ Perry the Platipus. Hahaha :D

Saaayang si Perry! XD